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DEER AND THE SNOW

by Scinnlaece

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1.
Circle 04:24
cast my circle in the dark night step through the door and take flight opened up like a rose covered in thorns all my petals on the floor in the fire I burn in the smoke I rise run with wild horses with wolves I cry through the woods I follow the light in search of why this life? will I get it right? will I survive? I dive down, down I dive on the tail of a whale I ride on the wing of the phoenix I shine on the breeze though the sweet sweet pines close my eyes who am I this time?
2.
Draft 03:31
I come floating through your window it was open I was drawn in by the light you must be dreaming I can fly some say this road is a lonely one I pray I'm strong enough please don't let me run bring me peace to release what is done then come wake me up to what I've begun I come floating through your window it was open I was drawn in by the light you must be dreaming I can fly
3.
The forest 04:24
the forest will wilt like a bouquet the rock revealed patiently waits pious cries wail from a cage the insects are dying their bodies are piling in the cracks they lie on their backs beneath twisted legs I've seen the moon through a telescope my little heart heard an echo and in shine the stars from beyond the glass my little wind was a draft so I banged against the wall like a chainsaw I dove in the ocean and never dried off I spread among the treetops like vapor in the morning refracting the sun's iridescent glory may my body be a mountain may my mind be the sky may my spirit be a fountain beneath the ground a spring melts the ice
4.
all I see is darkness all I see is light filling my mind all I hear my heart beating all I hear is thunder breaking the sky outside all I feel cold air all I feel is warm skin under my hands, so bare we dance we are the leaves fallen we decay beneath their feet with the first frost of winter calling until spring we sleep
5.
It's alright 07:41
we go careening over the edge you the darkness and I the depth you the target and I the led you the hurricane flooding my chest you are a warrior lost on the road and I am a fortress built of crumbling stone you are the black mud from which my torns grow and I am the course blood eroding your bones I am the deep well that’s quenching your thirst as you become warm rain crashing to earth and I am a thunderhead gathering speed and you are a geyser when you release now that we’ve swallowed we must never confess for the heart was built hollow to shelter our mess with a tip of the bottles we rejoice and relapse for you are my phantom and am your gasp inevitable resistance I let it soak in I keep a proper distance I get a quick high and split I take the indirect route across the bridge it’s alright I tell myself it’s alright
6.
I take my baby down to the river’s edge he’ll hit the ground as I put a gun to his head and the light in his eyes will flicker and fade as all of his lies make their escape and the wind will howl and rattle the trees as I kneel down and roll up my sleeves and then he won’t come looking for me I’ll be on the run living free
7.
Always 03:39
funny how the times that we’ve had are long gone but they still come back like the rolling down my car window as I climbed onto your lap strange how time can stand still and in the next breath it can all disappear you always seem so real you alway were surreal
8.
Open ocean 02:50
I opened the ocean and floated to sea melt the ice I build a boat to swallow the beach watch her rise or did the waves pound against my face as the ground pulled me down am I locked in your rocky embrace so i won’t wash away and when the fish pick my bones I begin to float suspended the blue-green algae bloom and with no one in sight the whole world is finally mine
9.
Only love 03:40
only love is inside of you only love is inside of you I come close as I lean in let me die in your eyes oh your smile is life oh how bright your light we’ve been here before my love we’ve been here before you know me and I know you we’ve been here before my love we’ve been here before
10.
Lone loon 03:31
I’m marooned on an island intimately entwined in the night’s silence I am the walking dead with no regrets like a friendly draft the lone loon set against the sweet and eloquent darkness

about

Scinnlæce means "witch", or more accurately "veiled healer", in Old English. I chose this name for my artistic project, because I am indeed a witch and healer of northern/western European descent, interested in the unseen worlds.

All my songs are healing spells - and enchantments.
They have been written over a course of 10+ years in cathartic ritual as my attempt to understand, honor, and soothe my source wounds.

The album "Deer and the Snow" is a journey into the wild landscape of my inner world - with each song moving through and healing another layer of the multidimenional Self.

I explore unfolding and spiraling themes of opening to mystery, prayer, transformation, visioning, life and death, illusions and fantasies, destruction of bondage and release, love that exists beyond time and space, surrendering to isolation, forgiveness, acceptance, and ultimately discovering freedom.

Drawing on the influences of Gregorian chant, 60's folk, American gothic, medieval minstrel music, and experimental ambient soundscapes - the music and lyrics within each song are meant to haunt you - invoking images, memories, feelings, and sensations from beyond the veil.
Listen with full attention and you will be lured into an altered stated of consciousness in which deeper inner truths will be revealed to you.

Sounds include:
Vocals, various electric guitars, electric bass guitar, acoustic guitar, piano, synthesizer, harmonium, singing bowls, ting shaws, violin, bodhran drum, handmade frame drum, tambourine, rattles, hulusi, frogs from the St. Croix river, waves from lake Michigan, and thunder from my back yard.

The full album was released for digital download on January 20th 2019 on the full moon eclipse.

From the bottom of my being, I want to thank my ancestors and guides, all my loved ones, the spirits of land and place, and everyone who listens with receptive ears and shares these songs with the wider world - for helping support me in this creative birthing and releasing. Many blessings to you. And so it is.

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released January 20, 2019

All songs on this album were written, preformed, and produced by me --coproduced and recorded with Adam Levy, and mixed and mastered with Peter Anderson. Album cover photography by Ellen Skoro.

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Scinnlaece Minneapolis, Minnesota

Scinnlæce means "witch", or "veiled healer", in Old English.
I chose this name for my artistic project, because I am a witchy healer person of northwestern European descent, connected to the unseen worlds.

You can also find me at: www.portiarichardson.love

Thank you for your support. xo
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